So tomorrow, (May 05), I turn my big 35. Normally, in the past, I would have not looked forward to this. But as of recent developments in my life, 35 no longer sounds like a frightening prospect. As I get older, I learn more about life, and about myself. 34 was a year of tremendous loss and also some personal gain. Whereas my situation has not yet improved to the point I can get off S.S.I. (Social Security), I HAVE landed a few opportunities. Some of them pulled through, but one is still in development. I am currently working on a promising project that might be the big ticket I been waiting for. All I want is a chance. My end-goal of course, is to be able to take better care of my mom. Eventually, I wanna produce enough of an income to pay the full rent where I live MYSELF and have some money left. That's the true motivation. In any event I have learned about betrayal, I have learned about priorities, and I have learned how to be a little more mature about matters in life in general. I have also learned to be healthily selfish. If people in your life are not on the same page as you, you may have to move on. It's always a tough decision letting some people go, but I recently learn that your best friend can also become your worst enemy. I hope nobody has to go through what I recently went through. Anyway that's enough from me. I hope that last year ultimately has proven productive to everybody around here, and that THIS year, (In terms of your birthdays) will be even more productive than ever.
As always.
Stay classy, world.
~Pavel Vargas
